10/9/05

right.. whiled the whole day away. but spent a bit of time with my mom, so i guess that counts for something.

im awfully quiet at home nowadays, and i wonder why. i find that i can only talk to gab but not other ppl. i was supposed to go to this mid-autumn festiv with sher, gab and matt but my dad didnt approve and yadda yadda yadda. the netballers were going anyway so i guess sher wont totally be alone. i feel guilty of backing out last minute though.

i suddenly feel like a horror movie. you know, a good scare. but nothing like 'red shoes'. something like cursed, or amityville horror. i feel like a could use a good scare you know. haha. but i doubt there're any good shows now cept for 'those kind'.

my diary's been my best friend these couple of weeks. at home, i mean. i dont know why but my life's been oddly empty. no, its not all those 'i miss having a boyfriend' jazz. its been quite a while since i've been single and i can tell you, its quite .. nice. haha.

ah whatever. its only 1530 and i've got nothing to do. ah shit, i should've gotten 'the goblet of fire' from sher. someone borrowed mine but i cant remember who. ah its so frustrating. i wanna read the book before the movie so i can explain to gab whats the movie about. i do that every time.. haha.. quite fun la. its the only time i know something better than her.

oh man. i'd study but i dont have my books. and neither do gab. its pretty humid these few days too. too hot some days and too cold others. but more often than not, its hot.

suddenly, i miss art.